So what if you guys broke up? Yeah, sure...he became a part of your life in some way or another.

But, frig, YOU'RE STILL ALIVE!!! It doesn't mean he killed you or something. Unless you CHOSE to let him kill you inside.

And unless you stop yourself from thinking about negative things...YOU'LL BE STUCK THERE.

Stop CREATING STUPID HOPES inside you. MOVE ON AND GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE. YOU'RE FRIGGIN' 13.

(i'm ranting because i care a lot about you. and you don't deserve this kind of hurt. not when you're so young to experience it.)

Do anyone know Andrea Gibson? I think she's one of the most powerful poet in this generation. I recommend looking up Say Yes in youtube.

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On the other note, I've been really hooked on soap operas/TV series lately. I never knew they'd have some gay themed storylines. I think I found Luke and Noah storyline some months ago (their story was slightly featured on ET! Canada), but I immediately shut it when I learned it was from As the World Turns (soap operas = too much drama and drama is not = to me). Anyway, it's actually good, and besides you need to drool over Van Hansis AND Jake Silbermann. They're really good actors. xD

John Paul and Craig from Hollyoaks made me cry. A lot. Their storyline is much more intense and passionate that I spent the whole day watching it and spend my spare time re-watching it. I recommend this to all those people who really dig gay theme storylines.

Ollian and Christian in Forbidden Love is the closest gay-themed storyline EVAH. Seriously! I suggest you watch it right now before anything else. It involves drama, denials and humor. Seriously. It so refreshing to see a German soap to involve such wonderful characters. :D PLUS Joe and Thoe (?) are really great actors!

I do want to know if anyone here wants to recommend other soaps that they found out that has gay-theme storyline? I'd love to watch since I'm mostly bummed out (I quit my job). xD

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This day is nerve-wracking. I thought I would do well with my English Seminar, but I did. WOOH! Glad that's out of the page. :) Now I need to finalize everything, and then finish my Monologue. Argh. This is so frustrating.

So much stuff to do. Anyone wants to help me out? I've been trying to look for an analysis for Frank O'Connor's Guest of the Nation. I'm finding no luck unless I pay enotes.com for my analysis. Maybe someone has an essay up over here in livejournal that I don't know? Hmm..I hope so.

Anyway, I'd probably edit this later on. I'm still in school and my next class starts at 3.30PM.
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EDIT: Is it me, or is Megaupload being an @$$? I can't download animes anymore!! x.x

I haven't updated this blog. BOOH-ERNS. I guess I was just too busy with school and work...and Wii. AHAHAHAHA :))

I'm not really in the mood to post, but I guess I missed this journal. This has been my longest running journal EVAH, and I guess I need to update this somehow, ne?

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So addicted to xxxHolic recently. Come on, DouWata, anyone? Maybe I'll post some kind of hintage/rantage about Doumeki's subtle/extraordinary exploits to save out beloved Watanuki. Not today though, I'm sleepy. Ehehehe...

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To be honest with you guys, I'm not a Kuro/Fai fan. I dunno...maybe because Fai is a character that you can't really read completely. He has his issues, and unlike Kurogane, he's very hard to understand--well, for me at least. Fai's hard to fathom..I think that's the word. I don't really know what's going on with his head. But, I will try to re-read the entire TRC.

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YooMin backstage in SBS LINE UP is luff. You can definitely see the "brotherly" interactions between the two...to think that they're quite indifferent when they were in the studio. Hmmm...I've been thinking of continuing the fic soon.